I don't think I can make it tonight.

By Sarah6969 on Fri, 02-24-12, 13:16

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I knew it was going to be a hard day. My son is going to his fathers and I'm off tonight. My husbands leaving this weekend. He already took alot of stuff. So, I'm losing my husband, my home, and my three dogs that are like my family. I'm probably going to end up in a hotel with my son. I know there are people that have it alot worse, but I need to vent. So, here I am thirty years old and I'm trying to stay sober. I know I have to stay sober, but when I'm alone tonight and depressed who knows. I'm sooooo mad nine years with a man and now when I'm trying he leaves. I know I left him before, but I had to. We both had to get off the coke. Which for me was a whole lot easier than drinking. Go figure! It's been almost a years since I've touched that. I've struggled my whole life with drugs and alcoholic, and I want to change. I just want to do it my way. I want a normal life with a happy family!

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By Rochelle on Fri, 02-24-12, 14:53

Sarah!..you say you want to do it your way! How would that be?.. It must be awful going through what your going through when your wanting to change and your husband wants to leave!!.. I can only. Imagine how hard it is but for tonight can you not reflect what's been going on in your life so far and imagine how hard it's going to be for your son!.. Your still young enough to pick yourself up and be a great mother for your son!.. It's taken me years of my selfishness to see how much I hurt my family!..But give 'the higher power' a little thought!!!..lots of love and be strong!!...

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